For the sake of life

I feel like i really screwed up my 20's. I didn't try hard enough, i didn't do enough to change until later in my 20's. So, here i sit on the cusp of a new decade hoping to make amends with myself and maybe even a few people from the past. No, i'm not a 12 stepper, I just really don't want another decade to go by wondering "what if".
I want to be more straight forward. More adventurous. More open to relationships of any kind. I want to be more brave. I figure maybe if a keep of record of my attempt at bravery that I will actually make the effort. So, here goes nothing.